hey, wait.

i know its been a long time, but i just found saved on a sticky this train of thought list from being really stoned one night by myself at oxford watching some movie about dragons. 

look up 

deaths in child birth during middle ages 

-maedchen in uniform!!

hot teenage merlin!??

-watch 'merlin' 

-having time to think before writing papers is rad 

i need to stop being a baby and slamming doors and stomping away from people

really need to look into science fiction as postmodernism

middle ages are so weird!!! 

i miss wendysdays/taco bell tuesdays 

i guess i dont really care about "europe"

maybe i should read some serioius scifi this summer!?

'men of gods' 

how the fuck can i be a feminist for a livng? do i have to teach? 

look into teach for america-- actually

why does every year look better in retrospect?

i miss smoking weed with sonja!

he rules the dragons!?!!!!!!!!???????

this is the best decision ive ever made

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO MOODY?

omg does she have the gift too??

am i really crazy for stealing my roommates things all the time?

excalibur 

LOLing tyo myself wayy too hard

omg excalbur relfection shows if youre good/evil

this is cool. not ashamed. so honest. 

checking in with my hormones

so the other day me and franny went to the natural history museum and saw this

afterwards we couldnt get over how insignificant we are in the universe. Whoopi Goldberg is ridiculous. 

today i watched Man on Wire and really teared up

just so triumphant. 

also, Popeye starring Robin Williams and Shelley Duval is so nuts. I haven't seen it since I watched it with Sam last summer but I just rewandered upon this and it killed me

weirdest westchester summer stoner. 

funemployment

new york sexy sluts in the city lifestyle really makes me love late 90s high school movie/tv show culture. 

watched so much popular recently. its cool because carly pope is always SO PISSED

laura winslow the later years is really good. 

but likeeee there's no competition between laura and hilary banks for babe of the century. 

girl i love you. you are so insane. 

like, COOL. 

ugh, my life. 

what a whirlwind

i was thrown through a tornado and now school is over and i dont have to feel guilty about my stoned movie days. here are the best things ever that me and olivia have been up to.

Equilibrium: Christian Bale and Taye Diggs in a future dystopia where emotion is outlawed, then Christian Bale stops taking his injections and sees a beautiful sunset and saves puppies. 

holy SHIT this movie is fucked up, lets talk about these guys: 

so terrifying

always good. speaking of vampire movies: 

does everyone know how excited i am for New Moon?? i'm such a nerd. 

i would like to turn everyone's attention to this : Buffy Vs. Edward it's so good. 

dear AMERIKA see you in less than 48 hours. 

survived oxford

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the best thing ever.

hey guys, here's a story. 

so i was in starbucks just now after watching a movie for my film class in the library, and i see these weird tattooed dudes all in black walk in, and one of them is wearing an sf hat and looks so familiar to me but i can't figure out where from! so i'm muggin, and i walk past them out the door. then am like, wait a second, i'm just gonna go back. so i ask the dude "are  you from sf?" and they all answer really excitedly "no dude, but we're from the west coast!" and i'm like "cool, me too" and then the main guy is like "yeah let's hug it out" and gives me a hug and im all wtf!? and then say bye and leave and as i leave the dude is like "fuck yeah AMERICA" and i run to catch the bus and i'm all "that was fucking weird, where do i know that guy from??" so i go home and google who is playing in oxford in the next couple days and its 

FUCKING PAPA ROACH 

LOL wtf. i guess he thought i was a fan and just looking for a stupid reason to say hi to him. 

literally the funniest thing thats happened in so long. 

BUCKET OF HORMONES

dudez, my hormones are raging out of control its  hilarious.

heres some things that prompted me to cry yesterday:

last one is obvious. 

literally eating huge pieces of chocolate and drinking weird vanilla teas and being real cray. 

also watched THE BEST intervention about identical twins who are anorexic together. 

reading 'extremely loud and incredibly close' for my last postmodernism class and its bound to jerk even more tears. 

ONE MORE WEEK OF OXFORD GUYZ.