Thursday, 22 October 2009

hey, wait.

i know its been a long time, but i just found saved on a sticky this train of thought list from being really stoned one night by myself at oxford watching some movie about dragons. 

look up 

deaths in child birth during middle ages 

-maedchen in uniform!!

hot teenage merlin!??

-watch 'merlin' 

-having time to think before writing papers is rad 

i need to stop being a baby and slamming doors and stomping away from people

really need to look into science fiction as postmodernism

middle ages are so weird!!! 

i miss wendysdays/taco bell tuesdays 

i guess i dont really care about "europe"

maybe i should read some serioius scifi this summer!?

'men of gods' 

how the fuck can i be a feminist for a livng? do i have to teach? 

look into teach for america-- actually

why does every year look better in retrospect?

i miss smoking weed with sonja!

he rules the dragons!?!!!!!!!!???????

this is the best decision ive ever made


omg does she have the gift too??

am i really crazy for stealing my roommates things all the time?


LOLing tyo myself wayy too hard

omg excalbur relfection shows if youre good/evil

this is cool. not ashamed. so honest. 

Monday, 27 July 2009

checking in with my hormones

so the other day me and franny went to the natural history museum and saw this

afterwards we couldnt get over how insignificant we are in the universe. Whoopi Goldberg is ridiculous. 
today i watched Man on Wire and really teared up

just so triumphant. 

also, Popeye starring Robin Williams and Shelley Duval is so nuts. I haven't seen it since I watched it with Sam last summer but I just rewandered upon this and it killed me

weirdest westchester summer stoner. 

Monday, 13 July 2009


new york sexy sluts in the city lifestyle really makes me love late 90s high school movie/tv show culture. 

watched so much popular recently. its cool because carly pope is always SO PISSED

laura winslow the later years is really good. 

but likeeee there's no competition between laura and hilary banks for babe of the century. 

girl i love you. you are so insane. 

like, COOL. 

ugh, my life. 

Sunday, 21 June 2009

what a whirlwind

i was thrown through a tornado and now school is over and i dont have to feel guilty about my stoned movie days. here are the best things ever that me and olivia have been up to.

Equilibrium: Christian Bale and Taye Diggs in a future dystopia where emotion is outlawed, then Christian Bale stops taking his injections and sees a beautiful sunset and saves puppies. 

holy SHIT this movie is fucked up, lets talk about these guys: 

so terrifying

always good. speaking of vampire movies: 

does everyone know how excited i am for New Moon?? i'm such a nerd. 
i would like to turn everyone's attention to this : Buffy Vs. Edward it's so good. 
dear AMERIKA see you in less than 48 hours. 

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

survived oxford

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the best thing ever.

hey guys, here's a story. 
so i was in starbucks just now after watching a movie for my film class in the library, and i see these weird tattooed dudes all in black walk in, and one of them is wearing an sf hat and looks so familiar to me but i can't figure out where from! so i'm muggin, and i walk past them out the door. then am like, wait a second, i'm just gonna go back. so i ask the dude "are  you from sf?" and they all answer really excitedly "no dude, but we're from the west coast!" and i'm like "cool, me too" and then the main guy is like "yeah let's hug it out" and gives me a hug and im all wtf!? and then say bye and leave and as i leave the dude is like "fuck yeah AMERICA" and i run to catch the bus and i'm all "that was fucking weird, where do i know that guy from??" so i go home and google who is playing in oxford in the next couple days and its 
LOL wtf. i guess he thought i was a fan and just looking for a stupid reason to say hi to him. 
literally the funniest thing thats happened in so long. 

Thursday, 11 June 2009


dudez, my hormones are raging out of control its  hilarious.
heres some things that prompted me to cry yesterday:

last one is obvious. 
literally eating huge pieces of chocolate and drinking weird vanilla teas and being real cray. 
also watched THE BEST intervention about identical twins who are anorexic together. 
reading 'extremely loud and incredibly close' for my last postmodernism class and its bound to jerk even more tears. 

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

literally dreaming about tacos

i always liked this song probably from like a pop-up-video or strictly cruel intentions feeling, but i didnt realize how funny the video was

what a shithead! i thought at the end he was going to get beaten up but i guess thats just his band behind him. whatta british asshole. 
GODDAMN i want mexican food. 

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

is it summer yet?

that movie Orlando (sally potter wrote and directed) is so insane! i wasn't even stoned when I watched it but WHOA recommended. also Billy Zane is a babe? who knew!? 

Thursday, 28 May 2009

hell is other people

its SUPer muggy outside.

this is something i just revisited, that i'm not mad about. 

also this is great

also this. 

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

riding the weirdest brainwaves.

Right now something's happening where my eye has been 
twitching for 4 days from lack of sleep/vitamins or 
something. but its no biggie i get to read so much 
SCI FI FEMINISM for next week and for my film class 
i have to watch The Queen and Elizabeth= best week
ever. i'm also about to smoke weed and watch
Showgirls/Orlando/Helvetica AHHHH
academia is both ruining and completing my life.

Sunday, 24 May 2009


last night for dinner we had leftover really good mash potatoes, and we fried them in patties and put bacon in the middle.
stoned movies i watched thursday, friday, and saturday night

watched this by myself. its a straight to tv scifi channel type thing that was really great.

como-se-dice my favorite movie. im a man-hater in theory but a bromance lover in practice. 

i'll always love you.

Saturday, 23 May 2009

layers in my life.

what if i got a tattoo that was courtney love AS leda (with the swan) AS a pinup girl
losing my mind.
everyone who is into feminism should read this book i just read today

favorite part: there's a prison that this Countess builds to house only female murderers who have killed their husbands thats a pan-opticon. They can only get out of prison if they've shown they repent their crime. Nobody ever feels regret, and eventually the inmates and the guards realize that they are both in prison, and send each other love notes in period blood. They break out of prison and form a colony of women without men after taking semen and freezing it. 

Tuesday, 19 May 2009



why does so much of this exist?? also a lot of porny fan fiction. i mean, i guess that kinda cool. 

maybe ill get my mom to scan the picture of me as daria on halloween in 7th grade. 

Monday, 18 May 2009

whats for dinner?

biggest crush of all time (i.e. whats the diagnosis, dr.?)

that entire episode is what i would call THE JACKPOT

Saturday, 16 May 2009


things that are ruining my life right now: 

this forecast blows, i know its england but jeeze! whatever happened to may.

zit on my chin thats such a bummer.

This is the book i have to read this week for my postmodernism class. it literally moves backwards in time, from death to birth. its kinda great with a lot of winks at the reader like 'wouldnt it be weird to shit backwards every morning?' and like first the girl slaps you in the face and calls you and asshole, then you sleep together all the time, then you start seeing her around, then she doesnt exist. the real reason i hate it is because my (day)dreaming is all fucked up. 

you know when you find out something you wish you'd never known? i wish i'd never known that jason segel was in oxford, wandering around on thursday night trying to find a cool place to get a drink and meet some awesome americans, and didn't run into me, since i was at home writing a stupid paper. instead he ran into my stupid bro "friend" who didnt even have the decency to call me, now im never talking to him again. (p.s. my teacher ending up canceling our class the next day because she was "sick", then i saw her in town wearing a huge crazy floral wrap with sunglasses on smoking a cig waiting for the bus and we really ignored each other, omg like soooo awkwarddddd. then she sent me an email saying it was tennis elbow, i dont even know) 

i'm not even a weird celebrity hound but i just know that if we would have met, sparks would have flown. here are some other crushes that i'll actually never be close to meeting, that make me feel a little bit better. 

Friday, 15 May 2009


chronologically, places i am comfortable: 

places i am uncomfortable: 

pretty self-explanatory. 
this morning i woke up to an email containing this quote: 
No one hates anyone as much as Anna Wald hates everyone.